Miriam shares about her healing journey. There is calm. I new breakthrough. Some of my fears have all been in my mind. Not real. I think?
Today has been a day of calm yet with a little bit of anxiety. I am calm. I painted without too many distractions. It was quiet. So much so that it worries me. Go figure…
A major breakthrough. If it’s true. So there is calm as my mind adjusts to this new reality. I thought that I had proof about something. But it may have all been just chance. Maybe it was random and didn’t prove anything. This is mind blowing. If so then I am not in as much danger as I thought I was in. I am safe. But I have to be careful. I have to be sure. The only way to do this is to relax a little and be very observant and cautious. So I have relaxed. And it is quiet. The new demons have been quiet. The demons of the past have been almost as quiet. When I sit still with nothing to do, my mind wanders and the demons are present. If I am busy they are not as present. I guess that means that I should just keep busy. But that too is avoidance in a way. I have to find the underlying reason for the demons. One demon I am sure of. I know exactly why it’s there. The other demons I am not sure of. So I relax and enjoy this day of relative calm. I will be careful, cautious and observant. Maybe it is true. Maybe that part of my anxiety was all in my mind! Wow!
Heal my friend heal.